Philippians 2:12-18 NLT
"Dear friends, you always followed my instructions when I was with you. And now that I am away, it is even more important. Work hard to show the results of your salvation, obeying God with deep reverence and fear. For God is working in you, giving you the desire and the power to do what pleases him. Do everything without complaining and arguing, so that no one can criticize you. Live clean, innocent lives as children of God, shining like bright lights in a world full of crooked and perverse people. Hold firmly to the word of life; then, on the day of Christ’s return, I will be proud that I did not run the race in vain and that my work was not useless. But I will rejoice even if I lose my life, pouring it out like a liquid offering to God, just like your faithful service is an offering to God. And I want all of you to share that joy. Yes, you should rejoice, and I will share your joy."
Sheesh Paul, put those fiery coals on our heads why don't you? Do any of you feel convicted? Out of all the days this had to to be my devotion it had to be today huh? Especially the highlighted part. I was asked recently if anything in my life currently gives me joy. To be honest I had to say no. "What", you say, "your a christian and you don't have any joy". My answer is yes. I hate to admit it really. I have a loving husband and two beautiful children. I have a warm home and food to eat. I have clothes to wear, even though i wish I had more. :)
So whats my problem. I was challenged to find joy, even in the most minute, monotonous things. I made a fabulous meal the other day. It could have been a disaster but it wasn't, JOY. I was able to have a greek lunch the other day, it was a treat to myself, JOY! I got my chucks in the mail today, JOY!
"But I will rejoice even if I lose my life, pouring it out like a liquid offering to God!"This has really been my anthem since i got married and had children but at times its become more of a burden then a joy. But, I will try my darnedest to bring a sacrifice of praise rather than a sullen word of complaint. Hopefully I have the resolve to keep this commitment.
Not my will but Yours Lord, All things are Possible through God who gives me strength!
